THIS IS WHAT'S LEFT....

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.....Of my mom's car.

REST IN PEACE GERALD...

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It was a most beautiful sight to behold, as Gerald slowly crept from his long changing nap to greet us here in the outside world.


Unfortunately, his life was not meant to last, other than the few fleeting hours we were given with him. He was broken from the beginning, and was laid to rest in the shady green of parsley by the back steps. Though he may never have been able to fly into the blues of sky, he brought us joy and wonder, if only for one moment in this life....

UMMMM..... EWWWWWWWW!!

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Me an Spicy were talking about the bugs that live in around our areas of the country the other day, and I took this picture for her of what I think is a real locust - you know - the kind in the Armageddon story.... yeah. So these have taken over my garden and are about the size of my hand. And they fly. Just eww. The stuff of nightmares I tell you.

FLUSH THE TOILET ALREADY.....

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And so it goes..... democracy down the shitter....

MAR HAS BIG WEED.....

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Check THAT sucker out!! It's a weed that was growin up against the side of Mars' moms house. We picked it. Then we went and played in the woods back there and found magical fairy homes. Plus I think I got some poison ivy on my forehead. I dunno either.....

GONE BACK FOR MORE....

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Yeah well I guess I just couldn't stay away. I started school again today!!

It's only one class, two nights a week. I am taking printmaking just for fun and the ability to escape this house, and some peace and breathing room to make art. If I had the means, I would fill up yet another semester, full time with art classes. For now though, this will suffice. PPHead is none too happy about the whole thing, number one for the money spent, number two for the time away from my wifely duties. But you know - I put in my time pushing around the Bob stroller, and I think it's ok for me to pursue some things that make my life even more fulfilling. I know some people may think it is selfish, but more and more I am realizing that hey - this is the only shot you get at living, and I want to do more than just raise a house full of kids and be identified only as a "housewife." He says I should get a full time job now, I say with home schooling Halie, being active in the kids' school, and working online, that I AM working full time. If you put a monetary value on all the things I get accomplished in one day, I would totally make more than he does. I say it's time to make life a little more simple by unplugging the cable and downgrading the vehicle. That alone would save a ton of money. Somehow though I do feel guilty about being privelged enough to have graduated, and yet here I am not working. Instead I thirst for more education, more putting my hands into the unknown and letting it all spill out. I really want my very first dream, to be the one that comes true....
When I was just 5 years old, I knew I wanted to be an artist. My folks even put me in art lessons with a local artist who happened to live down the road. I will never forget that the first thing she had me draw was a butterfly. I find that very symbolic of what my whole life has been. I really find it all more than being selfish. I feel it to be a need that comes from deep deep parts of my soul....

HEMP FOR FUEL - DUHHHHHHHHHHHH!!

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We The People of the U.S.A., all know that our government does not give two shits about us, or finding alternate solutions for fuel. If they did at least give one shit about renewable energy sources, we would all be growing hemp, and the economy would not be in the shitter. Now I am not talking about growing a bunch of weed and all of us sitting around together smoking our brains out until we don't care about the economy anymore - but actually taking an earth given plant material, and using it for all of it's potentials.
Do some research on all the possible uses for hemp, see for yourselves all of the benefits it could have for our country. The stooopidest part, is that people have been fighting for this for years upon years and yet no one in our government will even touch it as a subject for fuel. Why? Because big business and big oil would lose money. And yes - it's all about the oil....

This is not a "new" source, but it is the best source for making everything from fuel to fabric. If Americans truly want to "GO GREEN" then it's time to stop all the confusion and misinformation and do something real. Stop the idiots who want to tap natural gas as the next big oil. Check out some of these links and see for yourselves.....

Jack Herer

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WORTH LOOKING AT - THE PICKENS PLAN

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Sounds real nice.... But he was GW's biggest supporter, spent tons of money on the Republicans campaigns, and - he's big business. I don't trust big business. So....
How much of this 20/10 is just another load of bullshit?
Sure, natural gas is only $1 a gallon at the few pumps in existence, but what happens when EVERYONE needs it? The price goes up of course.
Hell, I pay $60 a month to cook our meals and take showers - that is the ONLY thing our home uses natural gas for right NOW. Then what happens when natural gas is needed for both homes and fuel for transportation? The price goes through the roof, the middle class suffers the most, and big business gets even bigger, even more powerful, and even richer.

I listened, I researched, and I pondered.
My vote - is NO.

But.... we should be using the power of the sun and wind. If we don't - it's just stupid. How about some incentives for individuals and businesses who install solar panels? Or land owners who allow a few wind turbines on their land for a bit of a profit? THAT could help, but will it ever happen?

THE ANGRY HIPPY - RANT WARNING

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THIS - is my refrigerator. I just returned home from grocery shopping which is the absolute most awful vile disgusting task I have to do as a human being. Guess how much my groceries cost?? Oh - $200. FOR A WEEKS WORTH OF FLIPPIN FOOD!! There are a few more items in my pantry of course, along with some frozen vegetables and a case of generic soda pop but I got SHIT for my $200 let me tell you what preacher man Iamsopissedoffmadandiratethaticouldliterallykicksomeonesfaceoff!!!
AND I did certainly use a buttstack of coupons and bought generic for the most part. So I am walking around the store and noticing that a block of generic cheddar cheese is now close to NINE dollars - unfuckingbelievable!! Coffee creamer - EIGHT bucks - INSANE! All of your basic milks eggs and breads are rediculously high priced as well - OUTRAGEOUS!! Is FOOD supposed to be a god damned luxury item now?? Shall I starve my kids (Well at least they wont suffer from childhood obesity eh?) and allot them a bowl of bread crumbs and a spoon of peanut butter once a day?? Oh WAIT NOOOOOOO cuz peanut butter is FUCKING EIGHT DOLLARS TOO!!

SO WHY is everything going up? Yeah - it's that pesky OIL situation again. You know the stuff the war is all about but our government would have you believe that it's totally about terrorism. Yeah. Ok. Can anyone say "brainwash" much??
Anyhow, so things cost more to make cuz the ingredients cost more to ship cuz the price of gas is causing strokes and the selling of body parts to fill means of transportation to deliver the basic needs of humanity. Oil costs more = gas costs more = food costs more = everything costs more = truckers can't run = people are losing their jobs = people are losing their homes = more homeless shelters full up = food banks are empty = neighbors can't afford to help neighbors anymore = this country is going to SHIT! But is anyone doing anything about it?? Hell NO. WHO CAN do anything about it?? I REALLY WANT TO KNOW... because all I ever hear from the mouths of politicians is "greedgrumblepaymemoreandidontreallygiveashitinrealityjustpayme"
OH MY GAWD I totally just got a phone call from some politicians camp asking for support of something called the PICKENS PLAN which is in complete support of using wind and natural gas and reducing this country's dependence on foreign oil.... Christ what a novel fucking idea....

I was going to go on and on for a much longer time about prices going up and wages staying the same and how people on food stamps should not be allowed to buy cookies and potato chips but now I have to go and see what in the hell this guy things he can do.... WTF.... Over.

BURNT OUT....

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I think I have had enough....
My brain is on overload.
I can't fix the world - it can't fix me.
Who will you vote for - doesn't really matter anyway it's all gone to hell in a hand basket.
The fan on my computer keeps running incessantly. And loud.
Stupid little pictures keep popping into my head.
An American already dead...
in China.
There is fried chicken in my fridge that I didn't put there.
OH MY GAWD if you haven't watched "Team America" - from like a billion years ago cuz I am always the last one to know - it's flippin hysterical and a little bit mind blowing.
Short circuit my cells and call me Brenda Sue.....
Jeeeeeeeeeeez.

THE RILEY SHOW - WITH GIGGLES

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She makes my heart smile every time I hear that sweet little giggle of hers. For shure. And I love that she shares my love of bugs.....

MORE BUGGY STUFF!!

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EEEEE!! The top photo is what the bottom photos little caterpillars turned into!! I am guessing that it will still undergo yet another change into a big ol moth, but I thought he was so pretty. I found a few more on my eggplant, stuck to it sucking the life out of it. So yeah - it's just a pest, but dang I really like bugs....

ITSHOTINTOPEEEEEEEEKA!

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Every time it gets over 105 degrees in the shade here.... I have to watch this cartoon. Have to. It's from Fosters Home For Imaginary Friends (Cartoon Network) and stars a little blobby named Bloo. (He is blue) So he's sitting in front of the tv lifts his toe into the air and says "my toe is hot - pick it." You just have to watch it to understand why a grown person - albeit completely out of her mind - would watch such a thing. My other favorite character on the show is cheese. When Bloo and Cheese get together......

They make BlooCheese.

Are we there yet???

Amen.

RANDOM BLURTING....

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Mar said - she is going to kick my eye off....
I still haven't found any diet pills that work - give a chubby chic a ride on that motorcycle already will ya?
I think my phone is broken. The battery won't stay charged.
It's hot. In toe-peeeeeeeeeeee-ka. It's hot here too. Must fry eggs outside.
What do you mean you are clueless?? Earth to Mr. Brownstone!!
I discovered just how many pencils I really am in possession of. A lot. I have A LOT of pencils, not just some....
I am cleaning my house for winter. I'm early. Hello OCD.
Shoes all piled up in the closet - are really stinky. Gross. I'm all about the Febreeze.

Oh yeah - so the big photo contest - ya'll have sent me 157 votes, this morning I am in 27th place out of 3721 entries, and you can if you want to, totally vote some more HERE!
Amen.

P.S. Spicy read my blog, called me, and proceeded to get nekkid!! Heeehee!

MORE CATERPILLARS IN MY SUNFLOWERS!

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I found these weird caterpillars in my sunflowers the other day. I know I got lucky with the other ones ending up being butterflies, but I think these are some kind of nasty pest. So far the only thing I can seem to find close to it is a leek moth....

They started out inside the stems of the sunflowers, then they rolled themselves all up inside the leaves. They have some kind of silky stuff they use to seal it all up around them, and then they eat the leaves from the inside out. I plucked a couple of them off and put them in a jar in the house. I want to see what they do next. If anyone knows what they might be, please let me know!

THE RILEY SHOW - FIRST SET OF PEARLS

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I was given a set of the most beautiful freshwater pearls today. They are a set of earrings and are the most gorgeous shade of pink, so shiny and silky. Of course I made them a "growing up gift" for Rye, and her eyes were as big as saucers when I gave them to her. She immediately booked it for her room, dressed up, and had me put the earrings in for her. She brought out all of her tea party sets and begged Halie to borrow her pearl necklace for her dress up time. (Halie's set of pearls were passed down to her from her grandmother.) So there she is, all dressed up and having a tea party with her stuffies! Later on, she totally batted her pretty little eyelashes until daddy came to have some tea too. Real people are much more than the stuffed variety!